5 years ago we made the huge decision to move home while living in California and away from Seth having his dream job there. We made that decision with the Spirit's prompting that we needed to come home I raise our newly adopted baby boy at home:) we thought this move home was our big step and where we would put down our roots amongst our family... But the Lord continually surprises me with his plan for us.... And because of my faith in him and the fact that he has always dreamed more for me than I could ever dream for myself we are following yet another prompting and Seth has accepted a job offer from Chrysler in Portland, Oregon. This was one of the hardest decisions we have ever made. The thought of raising my children away from their cousins, moving away from my amazing ward, our children's birth families, my children away from their grandparents and the adoption world we've created for them, my incredible bunco group, and away from the best support system and the most genuine, laugh till you cry, sister's more then friends, shoulder to cry on friends I have ever had is truly ripping my heart out.... I have cried for days!
However, I do feel the clouds finally breaking on what has been a very, very hard year for my family. At the moment it is difficult because the loss of Utah is so heavy but I do feel the warmth of the Sun coming through. I feel the Lord's hand in our life... so we will go where he wants us to go!
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